| Sunday, February 22nd, 2004 |
| 2:47 pm |
whoa people whoa! get with the program. add my new journal. _yourlastbreath |
| Sunday, February 8th, 2004 |
| 6:47 pm |
new livejournal. add it! www.livejournal.com/users/_yourlastbreat h |
| Saturday, January 31st, 2004 |
| 8:09 pm |
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| Friday, January 30th, 2004 |
| 2:38 pm |
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| 4:44 am |
tonight i realized i have the best friend/friends ever. seriously. thank you so much jen, adam, daisy, vince and of course ben! fucking stupid boys and stupid me. ugh! goodnight. |
| Monday, January 19th, 2004 |
| 1:14 pm |
i miss doing hair...kinda. i'm kinda mad i didn't go for my boards. what a waste. i overcharged my bank account real bad. i knew i did but i didn't think it would be as much as it is. fuck! oh well. i need to start putting money away real bad. i want to move out soon. i got a call from him last night and once again i was sleeping. fuck! well maybe i'll be able to get ahold of him and maybe he will come over tonight. yeah probably not. i fucking miss him though. no work tomorrow..anyone wanna do something? |
| Saturday, January 17th, 2004 |
| 3:12 pm |
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| Friday, January 16th, 2004 |
| 5:08 pm |
trashcan strikes again...dun dun dun!!!
hotel was fun for the most part. rumours was not. i kinda wish some people would have came. i wish someone wasn't out when i called. i wanted to talk. i was seriously so annoyed last night. i just wanted to sleep. i wish ben would call me back cuz umm yeah he definaltey called me from a private number and asked me to call him back way to go! i wish i could hang out with certain people more but well i guess i'm an asshole. whatever. Current Mood: awake |
| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 |
| 3:48 pm |
Friday, January 16th - This Day and Age Rare Acoustic/Piano Set @ Higher Grounds Coffee House (Sheridan Drive) - playing songs from our new CD along with songs by: Copeland, Dashboard, Saves The Day,Counting Crows, Coheed & Cambria, Mae, and more - doors at 7:00pm - $2 door charge - |
| Friday, January 2nd, 2004 |
| 2:07 pm |
here goes...
everyone making new years resoultions and goals and shit...i feel like i should even though i think its lame and nobody ever goes through with them anyways...well here goes i guess. i'm cutting all and i mean ALL the drama out. i'm sick of it. its annoying and i'm not in fucking highschool anymore. if you have anything to say about anyone, i don't care. leave me out of it. i'm also sick of caring about people that obviously could give a shit about me. you know who you are. i've wasted too much time and tears worring and i'm done. i kinda made a decision when things were getting shitty with me and crystal that i wasn;t chasing people anymore. there were a few people that i thought to be good friends but when i thought about it..it was kinda one sided. they called if they needed someone to listen (which i had and have no problem with) but then when i needed to talk, they were too busy or just didn't want to hear it. well i'm done with that. i'm not calling anymore and i know you won't so...another thing...if anyone has a problem with me or things i'm doing/did, come to me and say something. i hear people think i've changed since i started hanging out with jen again and i guess the truth is i have. it really has nothing to do with her. like i said, it really started with the end of mine and crystals friendship. things and people have been bothering me for a long time. i just haven't said anything mainly because i know it wouldn't matter. people can be so set in their ways that nothing will make them change...not even losing a best friend. and for the record, i am not just talking about crystal. i think by far the best thing that had happened to me this year is talking to jen again and it couldn't have happened at a better time. i think its great that we can sit aroung and do absolutely nothing and still have a great time. i don't think anyone understands us really but it doesn't matter. for example, new years eve...if it were anyone else, i probably would have just said fuck it and went to bed. we had no power for 4 whole hours. we had a battery operated little radio, liquor, great pictures and a ton of candles and we still managed to have fun. we didn't need to go anywhere. we didn't need to be surrounded by a ton of people..we didn't even need electricity hah! i think if it was anyone else they would have just bitched...i tell people what we did and they're like oh that sucks but it really didn't. i guess theres not much more left to say. thanks to the people who were really there when i needed them. |
| Wednesday, December 24th, 2003 |
| 4:07 pm |
 You are Peter Gibbons.. and you just don't give a fuck. Which Office Space Character Are You? brought to you by Quizillachristmas....oh boy! i was an hour late for work today..oops! i get to go in late tomorrow too. i need more movies..hah! well if anyone wants to do anything later, call the cell. |
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 |
| 12:19 pm |
cupcake, you just made my day! thank you! ..and i promise i'll stop updating..haha |
| Monday, December 22nd, 2003 |
| 3:45 pm |
everythings a learning experience...
fuck it. fuck it all. i'm sick of being disappointed. i'm sick of shitty people. i'm sick of wasting my time. i'm sick of looking like an asshole. god i hate you so much right now. too many chances...too many. i would do anything for you and i guess thats what i get, huh? well fuck it and fuck you. i don't even know what brought this on but fuck...i really hate people sometimes. i hate feeling like this. i hate not being able to stay mad at you but this time it will be different. i feel used. i fell like the person i trusted is the one person i shouldn't have bothered with at all. maybe first impressions are the best... Current Mood: indescribable |
| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 |
| 5:01 am |
direct deposit, i love you! canada, watch out! |
| Wednesday, December 17th, 2003 |
| 1:04 pm |
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| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 |
| 5:37 pm |
oh no!
i don't think i can handle another let down..don't let me down. |
| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003 |
| 3:55 pm |
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| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 |
| 3:28 pm |
anyone going to rumours this week and wanna get a hotel??? |
| Monday, December 8th, 2003 |
| 1:15 pm |
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| Saturday, December 6th, 2003 |
| 7:48 pm |
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